September Song
(Blue skies and Fleecy Clouds Come In September)
We’ve had tropical showers on and off.
I had to pick up the girls from school with
the step-through motorbike at three. Beam
sits in front of me with her head bowed and
resting on her hands looking
forward
over the headlight much like a picture of a girl
at Christmas I remember looking out a window
at a robin freezing on the sill outside. Boom sits
sidesaddle in back of me.
A half-hour before we had torrential rains,
but by the time I left and got back the roads
were gray dry.
At four the sky is black to the east, again.
I sip vodka and orange juice and wait for
the storm to rush over the lush, Thai land,
coming from Cambodia and Vietnam driving
hazy, low, gray black house-fire-looking clouds
ahead and down. Watching this is exhilarating
like watching a plane about to crash. The wind rises.
I sit in my orchid bower as the rain hits like
a gray cream pie in the face . . . whomp.
You can almost hear the “help me!” screams from
a skinny line of sorry looking banana trees while
low, leafy trees and bushes begin their jazzy busking
routine looking like Ethyl Merman belting out Bill
Bailey next to a wall at the
bottom of a long flight
of subway stairs.
I run in but turn back in the open door to look.
It’s a Gettysburg out there, but I am safe. I have
no expectations except this storm will pass.
I am safe.
FG 9/17/2015
I can remember that Blue Skies song from when I was a kid in Goffstown
and the expectations (new school year, Indian Summer, Winter, Spring) it
brought with it. I have no expectations
here. Maybe it is my age, maybe the
weather maybe it’s both.